I wanna get high y’all, I wanna get high y’all, need it, need it to get by y’all, can you get me high y’all.
I’ve not written here for a while. I figured that i’ll turn this blog into a place where i post photos that i’ve taken (not for self promotional reasons…just because i can), copy out a few extracts from my journal and share random stuff that i like or feel is important. The last year or so has been so crazy, i feel like i partly couldn’t write more because university somehow made me feel restricted and i was also going through a phase in my life which i’ve not experienced before. I was so engulfed by these new feelings and experiences that at the time i couldn’t express them. I believe i’m now in a comfortable place where i can reflect and everything isn’t so…blurred.
In the time that i’ve been absent i’ve been to Paris, Canada, seen the Red Hot Chili Peppers, seen Coldplay, seen Bonobo twice, visited numerous museums/exhibitions, woken up at 3.30am twice in a row to work on a photoshoot in the woods (in the pouring rain), stayed in a hotel room by myself-having discovered the true meaning of loneliness, stayed in a 5* hotel with my best friend having the best laughs, walked down Tower Bridge at 4am on the same summer night, i’ve turned 21, learnt how to gold leaf like a pro, i’ve quit my job and i’ve done loads more but everything is still pretty much the same.
I spent my time watching the spaces that have grown between us.
And I cut my mind on second best oh the scars that come with the greeness.
And I gave my eyes to the boredom, still the seabed wouldn’t let me in,
And I tried my best to embrace the darkness in which I swim.
This was me a year ago! Blogging in bed using my wordpress app the night before a long day at work. This week has been eventful went clubbing twice, met a poet, booked myself a hotel for next week, had drinks with a friend, worked and the red hot chili peppers album comes out today :) yay. I am also going to the science museum on Tuesday and have a friend that is willing to come with me, double yay. Okay, now I have to go to sleep.
I’ve spent some time reading over some old posts from this blog. It’s so strange looking back on how i once felt about certain things, all of those feelings seem foreign now. I guess i was in a pretty bad place at one point…at the time yeah, i was unhappy but now when i look back it seems so much worse.
It’s funny in the end…everything did turn around. I’m definitely the one in the favourable position now.