Pav Perhar's Blog

Keep your head up, keep your heart strong.

pav1991 — Sun, 08 Jan 2012 16:30:56 +0000

I spent my time watching the spaces that have grown between us.
And I cut my mind on second best oh the scars that come with the greeness.
And I gave my eyes to the boredom, still the seabed wouldn’t let me in,
And I tried my best to embrace the darkness in which I swim.

pav1991 — Thu, 03 Nov 2011 17:28:42 +0000

“ I don’t want realism. I want magic! Yes, yes, magic. I try to give that to people. I do misrepresent things. I don’t tell truths. I tell what ought to be truth”

Untitled 10

pav1991 — Sun, 28 Aug 2011 23:21:47 +0000

This was me a year ago! Blogging in bed using my wordpress app the night before a long day at work. This week has been eventful went clubbing twice, met a poet, booked myself a hotel for next week, had drinks with a friend, worked and the red hot chili peppers album comes out today yay. I am also going to the science museum on Tuesday and have a friend that is willing to come with me, double yay. Okay, now I have to go to sleep.

Things happen

pav1991 — Wed, 22 Jun 2011 23:45:26 +0000

I’ve spent some time reading over some old posts from this blog. It’s so strange looking back on how i once felt about certain things, all of those feelings seem foreign now. I guess i was in a pretty bad place at one point…at the time yeah, i was unhappy but now when i look back it seems so much worse.

It’s funny in the end…everything did turn around. I’m definitely the one in the favourable position now.

Dope shit I saw today

pav1991 — Tue, 24 May 2011 19:23:11 +0000

‘The more i had to change i just stay the same’

pav1991 — Fri, 29 Apr 2011 20:36:34 +0000

That is my life right now, in every single aspect.

I dont know what’s wrong with me…

im worried.

This is now

pav1991 — Thu, 28 Apr 2011 18:33:40 +0000

There is just something about you. I remembered all the things I love about you today. I remember having conversations with you that were so different to ones I’ve had with other people…even before I felt this way for you. I’ve never been so comfortable telling someone how I feel about something, or about my dreams, or about my thoughts, or about anything. I feel so lucky to have this deep connection with another person…with someone that understands me. I find myself retracing moments that we’ve shared together and play them back in my head just so I can relive that moment again. Jumping off trains, going up escalators, walking hand in hand, picking cd’s…even the little things are just so nice. I don’t know how long this will last but I always want to remember how amazing this once felt and how happy I was. To me, you really are a beautiful person and I love you.

Yeah I feel I’m watered down whenever he’s around

pav1991 — Tue, 18 Jan 2011 15:43:48 +0000

They say you used to be so kind
I never knew you had such a dirty mind
Well, I went to the doctors believing
The devil had control over me
I was finding it hard to breath and
Finding it hard to fight the feeling

Raw

pav1991 — Thu, 06 Jan 2011 23:47:24 +0000

A whole lot of love for Frusciante. Nice acoustic version of ‘Every person’.

What i’ve learnt in the last hour

pav1991 — Thu, 06 Jan 2011 23:30:31 +0000

1) I’m the worlds biggest procrastinator

2) I think i do not like Tumblr

3) Everyone is a dickhead

4) …that’s all.